::[]MY BROWNNIES[]::

~I'm sad~

2006-04-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY SHLD BE A HAPPY DAY FOR ME. yet. i m sad.I always believe that tolerating could bring harmony.but today. i saw somthing not in agreement to my philosophy. They all fight. quarel. they nv gif other ppl a chance. i dun care whos rite. but i noe both is in the wrong. both side will say another side were in the wrong. but to me, We were all wrong. i haven post like this before..i think. but im really sad cox of this incident

y cant ppl forgive and forget. I were thinking. if both of them think of their own mistakes and not others. will that bring harmony??? will that clear the bad blood in between them? I doubt so. cox frm their quarell, i can c the hatred were buried very long. so long. they all juz fire it out. they dun care how other feels.

If i were one of them. i thght i would juz explode after hearing those words. they only think of others fault and not theirs. So wad if they all can debate. so wad if they win the debate. will they win the trust of others again..maybe ppl dunno abt this. but i juz wanna say. U ALL MAKE ME JUE WANG LE.

SPORTS DAY

I make a mistake during the sports day

dunno m i gei kiang or m i stupid.

i were carrying those rubbish and inside contains soup.

(sorry i were nt in the mood of describing everything)

i thght i could carrying those 2 crates of trash to the bin.

YIN TONG WANNA HELP ME

i juz said" fang shou, wo lai"

if i nv say those words. nth will happen.

while i was walking down the stairs.

the top crate juz fallen off.

and inside...THERE WAS SOUP

wu di was beside.

she saw.

wina were oso there.

SHE OSO SAW IT

they siam.

wudi got her skirt splash.

she wanna go to one of the jcs and now her skirt is dirty.

i m guilty of it

but wad i was most guilty abt was another thing.

human can run but bag cant rite.

and one of the gg's de bag got splash will the cup noodle soup

i nv notice it until she came back and were on the urge to cry.

i m scared of gals crying.

nt a funny thing now i think.

cox the floor was dirty.

shao an and i went to take toilet paper frm the toilet.

when we were back that time, the gal was there. sorry i dunno ur name.

pei xuan words hurt me most. i dunno y

she say u dirtied her bag. couldnt u juz say sorry to her.

it was like...i dunno..but then...oh well i oso dunno y the words hurt me so much..

the gal was cleaning

she was angry. i can c.FRUSTRATION on her face

i were guilty afraid. panic striken.

cox i noe i were in the wrong. i did apologise. i brought her more toilet paper.

she said nvm in the end. but i think she still mind.

i dunno. i juz noe im in the wrong. if i nv act qiang nth will happen.

nth and the sports day will juz went on peacefully.

i couldnt laugh anymore.

i juz wanna say sorry to them.

i noe alot of gals in 208 will hate me...

i think that gals and her mum will hate me.

i were afraid of goign to school on mon to c wad the 208 ppl will be saying abt me. i were their class councillor!!! and i brought to them discomfort.

i think mrs toh will be angrier.

she had been attituding me frm the start when i take 208.

i couldnt be a gd councillor i think.

anyway..it a bad day.

THX THE BASKETBALLERs for helping me picking up noodles

thx ml isabell and alot ppl who help me clear the place...and estella and hf

thx shao an for tellign me every1 make mistake

thx leon for telling me he will help me.thankyou every1

thx peixuan for scolding me.

thx...aiya too many ppl le...and the ppl who support me ya..THANK YOU!!!!

2006-04-17T07:01:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK PEOPLE! =))

okay, so after much nagging from cy
i have no choice but to start posting!
CY I"M POSTING! REJOICE MAN!

well well well...i have like 109472098715 things to say
when was the last time i posted?
SHEESH i think it was december...
anyway, it's april now.
and i've been thru' a rollercoaster ride.
it's still considered a pretty short one
but it was freakin' exhausting!
[i wanna thank GOD for being with me all this while. Amen!]

i'm just gonna cut everything short ya?
first thing, IM SO HAPPY OM IS FINALLY OVER!
wheeeeeee

we didn't win but so what?

since it's God's will, just accept it man.

at least we dont have to continue tormentin' ourselves!

hmm. schoolwork. hah!

can someone tell me what exactly it is?!

i haven't been doing any for pretty long...feels kinda good =P

feel like droppin' chinese! ahhhhh

wo bu xi huan ta.

yadeeyadeeyadahh\\\

oh man. i seriously don't feel like talkin' bout this

JK our dear dear senior passed away

and the sad thing is, he's still only 14!

how young is that huh?!

and he actually committed suicide?!?!

i mean like,

he's a christian too and he should know that our body

belongs to christ!

and he shouldn't just give up like that.

he can't do this u know?!

sighh

to everyone out there,

please pray for JK's salvation!

pray that God will forgive what he has done and save him! amen.

and ya, i didn't have this feeling before.

the feeling that's so tough to tell someone else

that someone we know died.

like everyday we just say the word 'die' so casually...

sometimes even saying ' you go die la!'

it's kinda tough for me to say that again

you wouldn't possibly want that person to really be gone right?

yep enough about that...

guess what?

i have no idea what else to post

there's A LOT i know,

but i think there's just too much.

so i'll post again when i know,

adios!!

\Father, thank you so much for everything.

i give unto you the joy and the pain, everything.

i wanna offer my life to you, o lord.

i know you're moulding me to be your instrument someday

so i pray you'll give me the strength and everlasting faith in you.

continue healing me, father and keep drawing me to you

cuz i really want to be one with you; and let my lil' light shine.

protect all others from the evil one and touch their hearts

so they may open themselves to you.

Amen____

Be strong and of good courage, be not afraid nor dismayed for the LORD is with you wherever you go. - Joshua 1:9

REVIVAL

2006-04-13T08:01:00.000-07:00

haha....
i dunno did i revive it...juz post in case...haha

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~I'm sad~

REVIVAL

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